Sunday, November 21, 2010

I had a cesarean

I can see every body  clearly , They all are wearing Green Mask, No one is Talking to me, they all are busy doing there work, i can hear their talks, Oh! i hear my Baby cry , poor me  i wanna see my baby please someone bring my baby to me , No answer, my mind answered me , i closed my eyes , I'm getting too cold now. I'm alone please listen to me , pain

Comeback from flashback and face the truth. I had a cesarean but i don't want it. i want normal delivery but my plan were betrayed by the red label code for " High Risk" i didn't feel high risk, i hate the label.

Where is my baby ? ask my self when open my eyes, no one is here now , I'm alone , where is my legs..Oh1 my legs . Finally i see a nurse smiling  at me . can you answer me where is my baby? "you got a cute baby girl, now she is in nursery now" answer the nurse. "Thanks Darling our angle is so cute like you" said my husband . Oh I'm so  exited to see her .