I had a cesarean

I can see every body  clearly , They all are wearing Green Mask, No one is Talking to me, they all are busy doing there work, i can hear their talks, Oh! i hear my Baby cry , poor me  i wanna see my baby please someone bring my baby to me , No answer, my mind answered me , i closed my eyes , I'm getting too cold now. I'm alone please listen to me , pain

Comeback from flashback and face the truth. I had a cesarean but i don't want it. i want normal delivery but my plan were betrayed by the red label code for " High Risk" i didn't feel high risk, i hate the label.

Where is my baby ? ask my self when open my eyes, no one is here now , I'm alone , where is my legs..Oh1 my legs . Finally i see a nurse smiling  at me . can you answer me where is my baby? "you got a cute baby girl, now she is in nursery now" answer the nurse. "Thanks Darling our angle is so cute like you" said my husband . Oh I'm so  exited to see her .

Finally God fulfil my dreams come true

Kiyaan Adil Mohamed

After days of Medication,Praying I finally took the test and when I hear the results , my whole life changed in that one moment. My husband is very happy he laugh,visit his whole family members separately and share the happiness.  And as the time quickly passed, a realization set in. With each month, growing bigger

There's nothing like that first little twitch-finally knowing that my tiny baby was in there,moving and living, and when we saw her on the monitor, I counted fingers and toes,saw the tiny heartbeat, it just didn't seem real,that this little person was alive inside of me.

Everything went so smoothly, I couldn't have asked for any more, and there she was, exactly as I'd pictured her all this time, I am flooded with emotions,trembling at the sheer miracle of it all ,for that's what she is , my very own tiny miracle straight from God.

And I can't even look at her without tearing up. she makes me laugh, she makes me cry,

She is truly my greatest accomplishment - my girl , my daughter Kiyaan, Mommy Love you!

Become a mother is gift of GoD

All my life I had a dream of a little angle in my arms and though She was just in my mind, She's been always there with me. I always felt the softness of her skin, the beating of his heart against mine, I even used to hear her cry and wondered how to keep her calm.

It all started when I was young,I play mother and child with my friends We choose Mom and child when we started play, lucky me I always play mommy’s role, so one of my little friend become my first child I gave her all my care and love.

Years have passed and I have grown and still I have the same dream, but it has grown inside my heart so it's not as easy as it has been.

Now I can't wait to hold my child and give him all the love I can. It's getting harder every day and I can no more bear all that.I wonder why I can't have one, I just wonder WHY???,... may be it's not yet the time or may be God is testing me. When I see children, expecting mom anywhere around I feel the sorrow deep in my heart, sometimes my eyes are filled with tears and I can only pray and wait.

I'm saving all the love in the world and I know it's not enough though, but I promise to be a good mother.