Become a mother is gift of GoD

All my life I had a dream of a little angle in my arms and though She was just in my mind, She's been always there with me. I always felt the softness of her skin, the beating of his heart against mine, I even used to hear her cry and wondered how to keep her calm.

It all started when I was young,I play mother and child with my friends We choose Mom and child when we started play, lucky me I always play mommy’s role, so one of my little friend become my first child I gave her all my care and love.

Years have passed and I have grown and still I have the same dream, but it has grown inside my heart so it's not as easy as it has been.

Now I can't wait to hold my child and give him all the love I can. It's getting harder every day and I can no more bear all that.I wonder why I can't have one, I just wonder WHY???,... may be it's not yet the time or may be God is testing me. When I see children, expecting mom anywhere around I feel the sorrow deep in my heart, sometimes my eyes are filled with tears and I can only pray and wait.

I'm saving all the love in the world and I know it's not enough though, but I promise to be a good mother.